Ok

I believed

This is a cheater with runny nose

Ok! Call! Yari*!

“ jaundice in perverse confusing”

with the light soul that wind may blow it

Ok! Bad guy I believed your truth!

Growing with leaves,

blooming with wild flowers,

shining with stars,

with new eyes in the same road looking up at sky

I believed!

* yari: ok

15.08.2013

Again in winter

Just like yesterday's sun,

Don’t become a memory

Live lively

Even when I’m dead, live lively

Don’t become a memory

Come again with winter again

Be my today even if you are yesterday’s

28.05.2013

You take me

I want you to take me
Not to the sea but a river
Not to mountains, but a grass wide field

Take me not for amazement
But for sincerity

Take me not for silence
But for a dialogue
Not for breath taking minutes
But for crying,
laughing


05.07.2013

You sing

When I move my fingers in air,

feels like I may pass them through your throat’s strings

03.10.2013

All

This is very small

Very little but this is my all

All I have

I don’t know maybe I had more

Maybe I lost it

But this bit is all me now

26.07.2013

Sure

I wonder... Would I love you this much,
If didn’t see you in blue for the first time?

Or it was some other song beyond “Wakaba”?

If it wasn’t acoustic guitar but electric?

Would I love you this much in that case?
In other shoes, other pants, other hair style?
I think I would love you less than now
Or slower

I love you in sea-blue faster, 
deeper than ever!



17.10.2013

Your songs

In song factory:

Just common words…

Wind tickles the leaves,

and messes up sands hair

09.09.2013

Short

Short and unrepeatable

Happy moments of my life

I saw them,

I had them

Very short and never again

26.07.2013

Really

The most bitter fact about living

Is

Loving, caring 

and getting addicted to the things which don’t belong to you!

...

But I’m not sure, 

if something can really belong to someone or not!?

05.11.2013

Plant

  

Feeling seasons

Feeling day's sections

Feeling the wind

Looking at sunset’s reflect

Looking at bright shadows, soft yellow-orange lights

Free to listening to your voice,

to smell your scent

Free from name

Free to grow every where

I will become my root

Evergreen will become a wild flower

09.08.2013

Not that…

It’s not that voice;

but way of speaking

Not that lips; but their movements

Not body; but poses

04.09.2013

Not good with 3D

Soft or hard,
cold or hot,
interesting or random…
As I’m good in surfaces,
I may get lost in you.

Hearing sea from far away,
can I imagine how wide, how deep it maybe?

26.10.2013

Don't

I don’t have memory
Don’t have yesterday

Make yesterday today and be here
Be today

Thinking about it, yesterday wasn't bad too
But don’t become a memory;
I don’t want it!

28.05.2013

Name

Wind for waving hands… waving hearts,

beat for breaths!

Take their scent and give your new name to wild flowers

21.08.2013

For you

My hands for you

Maybe they are not the best that I have; But

they are clean

You don’t need my head; there is nothing special

You won’t need my heart; nothing can grow there

So I will give you a hand!

18.10.2013

Me

I love myself; because from out side,
nobody can imagine 
how poor,
how lonely,
how weak
may I am.

23.10.2013

Kimi *

I call you “kimi”
Don’t know the time in which you are living?
With me or before me?
I know you; but from when? From where?
Who are you;
A boy with girls voice?
Or a girl with boys eyes?

I’m calling you “kimi”
You maybe a part of “masa” or “mune”
Part of the sky or the sun

I'm calling you “kimi”
You are as meaningful,
as wide,
as mysterious,
as lovable as it is
kimi!


* kimi: you
21.08.2013

I just can

…

I just can’t live

and I can’t leave the life either

….

Because living is the only thing that I can do

23.09.2013

Hey liar!

Hey liar!
I finally believed that you are a cheater
a short, skinny, ugly boy, with runny nose

Hay liar!
I finally believed your lies
I believed your memories,
your words,
that heart

Hey liar!
I believed that sight,
those eyes,
hands

Hey liar! I believed you!

15.08.2013

Had all

I hadn’t; but I had
I haven’t; but I know what I want

Does it matter to have or not?
When I know what I want,
It looks like I have it

I want your hands to cover my ears when I’m resting
I want to put my crying face on that belly
I want to touch your brows, looking that shapes
I want to lay down, putting head on your legs

See that face and hear that voice
The last thing every night, the first thing every morning

Lean my back on yours, feeling that I’m not alone
Asking you to kiss me to understand life's softness
Calling your name just as a solution, without reason,
enjoying time
Complaining of everything and any,
hearing your silence, listening, understanding
Without words
Letting me free my mind, my soul

Put my forehead at your shoulders shape,
for relief of sleeping time

I will do all for you 
I will love you always thankful for your love
I want you for these 
And I will accept them all



28.07.2013