Biggest bubble

I was  going to make the biggest bubble

But  ...

I was afraid of blowing more…

28.04.2013

Able

I cried a lot in my life time;

I’ll become a river

I sighed a lot;

I’ll become breeze

I looked at your eyes a lot;

I’ll become a star

I thought about you a lot

So I’ll become a child in my next life.

26.05.2013

Chiisana masa

Birthday

I don’t know what do people think, when it’s close to their birthday;

But I think about the death most of all; remembering the dates on graves.

And I can’t understand how person may forget self’s birthday;

Maybe life is so kind or so harsh to them.

Or maybe they are so busy not actually living.

.  .  . 

I think without me life will be better or worse to the people who were around me somehow;

But it won’t stay as it is.

27.10.2013

I won't

I said: “I love you!”

and I won’t take it back

It’s not acting stubbornly;

even though I’m stubborn enough

I feel love!

There is a beauty in you,

which makes me pretty

There is a light,

which makes me shine

So I love you!

And won’t take it back

because I can see it!

Not being smart enough

to understand you even halfway

scares me

but,

I won’t take it back!

Not because bravery;

because I want it.

Making you disappointed

with my silly words, stupid acts;

being hurt by the things

which I don’t want to believe in you;

Won’t make me take it back

I feel it!

I can see!

. . .

I won’t take it back!

Because I’m stubborn and brave enough;

Selfish and lover of beauty.

26.05.2013

Little girl

Fear of yards corner tree,

alley’s end

fear of being lost,

big gardens gate

with all my love for that alley,

that house.

Still with me

throat of that child,

eyes of that girl

that brave but lonely,

sad,

panic-stricken sight girl

…

Someday we will run to you

hand in hand.

Save us with warmth,

with love;

Save us in your songs.

24.05.2013